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Tuesday, April 12, 2016

JAWATAN KOSONG


Banyak graduan menganggurkan? 
Ijazah dalam perladangan--


But,
Kami mencari mereka yang sanggup berpecah tapak tangan kerana mencangkul / sanggup berhitam kulit kerana berpanas / sanggup bermandi peluh even diwaktu malam / sanggup mganggkat berpuluh kilo baja / sanggup terkena sengatan lipan tanpa sengaja.


Susah nak cari kan? 


Kalau job sekadar melawat kawasan,
Pakai topi mengkuang tepi kebun,
Dengan sunglasss hitam,
Pegang kertas sambil kipas2 diri konon mekap cair, job tu memang dah ade orang isi,
Iaitu AKU la hahaha.



Lady faizal,
FatinFashiekin




Wednesday, April 6, 2016

HARI PERTAMA HANTAR ANAK KE PENGASUH

Hari yang dinanti muncul tiba,
Harini hari pertama kerja,
Shift harini masuk tengahari.


Pagi tadi pukul8,
Masa incik lalan ssiap nak gi kerja saya dah duk tenung anak je.
Pastu incik lalan dtg dekat dan cium kaseh sambil cakap supaya behave kt rumah pengasuh, air mata saya dah bergenang je.


Pastu saya pangku B,
Cium pp dia dan pandang suami pastu kata :
"Kalau saya rindu B cemaneeee"
-pastu teresak esak nngis,
Sambil cium2 anak yg slumber tidur


Incik lalan :
Ha tenungla dia puas2 skg

Saya :
*tahan air mata berlinang*
Tapiiiiiiiiii (air mata jatuh) saya xpnh jauh dari B, slalu cium B, nanti saya rinduuuuuuu (lg kuat nangis)

Incik lalan:
**dia ambil bantal dan baling ke muka saya**


Huhu.


Allhamdulillah tdi hantr bby dia x nangis, mmg la x ngis, baru 2bulan++ dgn smua org dia ikut.


Tk sabar nk blik kerje,
Nk gomol anakkkk


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

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Monday, April 4, 2016

MELANTAK STEAK HUB

Saya pcinta kambing tegar !!
Bila incik lalan google steak terbaik melaka, keluar lah "melantak steak hub" ni


Woo, mmg terbaik steak dia !
Incik lalan bedal sampai 3pinggan tau, sampai brader tu tnye "nk bungkuske ?" Masa incik lalan bt pilihan daging baru hehe.


So ssapa pcinta steak macam kami ni, anda mmg patut pergi melantak steak hub ni ! Steak dia lembut / tebal dan sos blackpper dia pn sedap wey.


Persekitaran jgn cter la kn, mmg selesa. Staff dieorang pn semua lemah lembut dan murah senyuman tk kira laki ke pmpn.


Memang terbaik !!!

Next,
Me'nate steak house !
Aummm


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

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Sunday, April 3, 2016

BYE DADDY

Khamis ni mula kerja?
Selasa pula baby nak kena cucuk vaksin dan saya kena ambil pil perancang kali ke2. (Awal gila KK suruh start mkn pil prncg haha)


So kena laa balik pagoh sbb appointmnt bby cucuk kat pagoh.
Alang2 khamis da kerja, saya plan nk rehat2 terus kat pagoh bagi baby main2 dengan tok dan nek. Pastu ni bawa baby kerumah pengasuh


So iols pun kata lah pada incik lalan ;

Saya :
Esok kiteorang dah balik pagoh, habislah daddy nnti rindu kat kiteorang.


Incik lalan :
Eh selasa balik sini kan ? Cucuk vaksin B kat sini je lah.


Saya :
Rasa macam kelam kabut nak ulang alik nanti. Eleh, takut rindu baby laaa tuuui. Nanti sebelum tidur mesti xdpt tidur sbb dah biase tidur peluk anak. Pastu malam2 mesti tsedar sbb dah terbiase baby minta susu. Bangun pagi pula tgk kiri kanan kiteorang tak de. Pergi meja dapur tgk atas meja punn kosong je nnti. Mesti awak akan rindu kamiiiii


Incik lalan :
Awak okey ke kalau jadi surirumah ?


Saya :
(Haha. Dia ulang lagiiii) boleh klu bulan2 dpt 2k. Kite bt pjnjian,


Incik lalan :
**dia tarik rambut aku tnda geram**


Actually incik lalan tu dia jenis tak tahan rindu sikit bb anak. Klu bb bini dia steady lg. Bb ank dia lemah sikit. Ni lg2 cuti pantang kn lame. Da tbiase lh tu saya dn ank ade kt rumah. Seronok btl mgusik dia ! Haha


Semoga daddy tk deman rindu kami yee. Sekejap je kiteorg balik pagoh. Nnti kite jumpe lagiiiii ;D


Untill now saya still repeat2 statement "habislaaa daddy nnti rindu kat babyyyy, tdengar2 lagu twinkle2 little star nnti, jangan nangissss"


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

Saturday, April 2, 2016

SUAMI









antara menu untuk suami masa cuti pantang ni,
suami kata "gemuklaaa saya macamniiiii haih,
appepun, ni baru lah hantaran 15K"
hahahha 



seronok juga jadi housewive bila dah ada anak ni,
masa terluang tgk anak,
kalau krja smua sendiri, so bila kat rumah x kerja,
skecil benda pun bgantung harap pd suami.
tlupa tgk kelendar,
hanya tgk kalendar bila awal bulan dan ajak hubby shopping2,


hubby pula selalu serba salah tgk saya mmeruk kat rumah,
kalau before this 12tghmlm bru balik,
since saya ada kt rumah ni,
pukul 9mlm da balik rumah,
even dah ada anak, still mengamalkn lepak2,





malam2 lepak chaqcorner


suami ada juga kata "nk jd surirumah boleh,
tp kne jd usahawan kerepek, saya supply bahan,
awak mohon pd wanita umno bntuan alatan,
bab marketing seterusnya jgn rsau, tok ketua kabel dia kuat"


saya :
TAK MOOOOOOOOOOO
TAK MOOOOOOOOO
TAK MO
HAHAHHA



bab masakan diatas,nnti saya share resepi ye,
iols idok ler pandai masak bebeno,tk caya tny mama saya,
tapi disebabkan nak yg tbaik buat suami,
even tak tahu punnnn bsmangat nk bljar,
siapa tk sayang suami kn ?


yes, saya mmg sangat sayangkan suami saya,
entah. jnis saya klu sayang someone mmg sy appreciate hbis2
dn xkn ada org lain blh bt mcm saya buat.


yes, saya takut kehilangan my hubs,
so skg dia milik saya,
saya bt sebaik mungkin spya tk sesal


ok nk share link instgram seorg pmpn ni,
kahwin bulan 5,
tapi bulan 11 hubs dia meninggal,
sedih. menangis2 saya baca kerinduan dia pd suami,
dia ada share, masa hayat suami dia,
dia cukup marah kalau dia tgh tidur suami dia peluk/sentuh
dia dengan tangan yang sejuk,
sekarang, suami dia dh tk ada dn dia nk tgn sejuk tu semula.


instagram : nabilhussaiin

perempuannya sangat cantik,

suami nya kacak,
 mereka kaya,
sangat kaya.
dan sekarang bagi isterinya,
semua dah tak ada mkna,
dia cuma nk jumpa suaminya lagi disyurga nnti






 

nabilhussaiin I hate those mornings where I wake up and I have forgotten everything, I can feel his scent in our room so I move my hand over to his pillow and call out to him & then it hits me and my whole world breaks again and I just pray to Allah that each and everyday in his new home is ok for him. I miss looking over and seeing him sleeping peacefully, I miss seeing him wake up and tell me that he loves me take me into his arms and chill, discuss our day, laugh, share the best moments our intimate moments. The day he left was no different he sat up in our bed, we talked he told me he was going to have a good day, try eat healthy little did we know Allah was about to remove his body from my life, little did I know that would be my last conversation with him, my last cuddle. I mean does anyone ever think of that when there having a conversation with someone and there about to leave, do you ever think that this may be my last conversation I may never see this person again? I think it all the time I never forget to give my family a cuddle and tell them that I love them because I'm just so scared of leaving them without them knowing how I feel and Allah removing them from my life or me from theirs




 nabilhussaiin The realist, My realist. Nobody got me like he got me nobody wants for me what he wants for me and nobody can love me the way he loved me. I have a million questions that go through my head daily and then again like every other day I surrender to what Allah has willed for me. So much was said between us but I still have so much to say so I go see him and talk to him and I feel great offloading but I don't get a response. I miss our conversations, your calls, your messages. I miss how at the end of the day you would talk to me about everything and ask me for advice. I miss our closeness, It's so funny how people tell me stories about you & them and I'm like yeah I know that & there like Nabil told you 🙄 Of Course Lol Everything he thought everything he was told I knew and vice versa, miss the way that no matter what was going on no matter how good or bad a day we would have we always had each other one powerful hug from Nabil and it all seemed fine. I have so many people around me but iv never felt more alone in my life, I have so many people to talk to but it's never the same as talking to Nabil. He truly listened he truly felt my words, he brought peace into my life no one can ever make me feel that way again because no one can be him. Sometimes I can only reminisce about him to a certain degree because no one knew the Nabil I knew no one felt that connection that him and I Had except Nabil and I guess that's a painful blessing. A cut so deep yet so sweet? Your smile was the light of my eyes, your words soothed my heart every time, your voice was music to my ears. I can't let go my soul is connected to his a little part of me dies everyday, his memories so precious to me yet so tormenting? There's no easy way out for me I have to live through this pain to gain the pleasure of being with you again. My sweet angel



kesimpulannya,
see, saya tgk kawan2 saya kehilangan suami mereka mengejut,
so jom sayang suami masing2,
jgn bila tk ada kita sesal.


ok, jp lg suami nk balik ni,
bye ;)


aha, klu rasa nk marah suami,
buka insta si nabilhussaaiin tu,
serius tsedar






Friday, April 1, 2016

SELAMAT MALAM

Dia kata penat nk baring,
Tetibe baring kt peha.


Ok da 1 jm baring,
Kebas da ni huhu


Kesian nk kejut.
Esok pagi lh kejut,
Bye.


Goodnight


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Thursday, March 31, 2016

SUAMIKU BATMAN

Kalau batman kat movie batman keluar mlm2 untuk berkhidmat pd msyrkat.


Incik lalan pula adalh sama spesis batman klua mmlam, tp berkhidmat pada tanah.


Tu hobi dia,
Saya mmg x larang,
Selagi dia thu bezakn saya dn hobi,
I'm okey.


Yes. Dia mmg super duper bz,
Tp bz camna pn klu ada hri sy ajk klua, dia ok. Bila sy buka ayt "esk awak gji kn? Mlmni jom gi jusco cri brg dapur" dia on je even jasin ke ayer keroh boleh thn jauhnya.


Gambar : lot bru bakal diusahakan


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin



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Sunday, March 27, 2016

WEEKEND

Yeay ! Disebabkan cuaca panas incik lalan tak gi melawat kebun. Yeay !
Ada hikmah juga cuaca panas ni ! So incik lalan kata jom jalan2. Yeay ! Tapi pukul 5 dia kena gi kebun juga sebab dah redup. Okey okey daddyyyyy--


Sekarang kan saya dalam proses mengajar anak duduk carseat, buat masa ni dia sangat good girl. Bila terjaga pun cuma merenung keluar jendela ecece haha.


Car seat mmg letak depan sebelah daddy dia. Malas nak buka. Bia je situ. Saya dduk belakang tk pa. Lg senang, smbil borak dengan suami boleh main agah2 B. Kalau dia beyak terus ambil dia dn baringkn kt belakang.


Minggu depan da nk naik kerje.
Siapa nk nynyi kn lagu twinkle2 little star tiap kali B nak tidurr. (T_T)


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

Friday, March 25, 2016

KAMBING AQIQAH KASEH ANEEQA FARZANA

Hai,
Ni lah kambing aqiqah anak kami,
Sado kan dia ?
Pandai bergambar,
Disuruh toleh terus dia toleh.
Daging dia pn sedap tak hanyir.


Oh betul2 memenuhi ciri2 kambing idaman yang dicari ;)



Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

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KASEH ANEEQA FARZANA

Nak frame besar-besar-besar,
B mummy daddy love you so much !!


Even tiap mlm B bkepit tdr kt ketiak daddy dn korang cme cari mummy bila B nak susu dn berak. Mummy tetap sayang both of you !!



Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

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Tuesday, March 22, 2016

BABY 1BULAN ++ SUKA TIDUR MENIARAP

Dulu,
Saya tak reti pegang budak,
Lagi-lagi baby.
Saya takut baby tu akan sakit.
Saya takut baby tu akan menangis.


Saya tak tahu macammana cara nak pegang / dukong baby


Saya tak tahu macamana cara nak tenangkan baby kalau dia menangis


Sekarang,
Saya ada peminat kecik iaitu my daughter #kasehaneeqafarzana :)


Saya kan sekarang dah balik melaka,
Sebelum ni kat rumah mama, ade yg menolong jg bby iaitu mama / aza dn adik2. Now, 24/7 saya je sbb incik lalan kerja.


Mmula kalut juga,
Sekarang, dah hebat.
Masalah sekarang,
My daughter makin manja,
Maybe sebab attention saya pada dia yang melampau.


Incik lalan kalau tgk saya manjakan B pun dia geleng kepala dn bagi ayat sakitkan hati iaitu "habisla dia kat rumah pengasuh nanti, xda sapa layan dia dn manjakan dia, nangis la dia nanti" saya terus sedih tak memasal huhu


Favorite baru dia,
Tidur meniarap atas dada saya,
Actually since warded haritu kn dia mcm trauma bila org sentuh dia,
Dn saya selalu peluk dia ats dada utk bg dia tenang sambil kata "dun wory, jgn takut, mummy ada, mummy tk kn tinggalkn B, see ni mummy peluk baby ni, mummy adaaa" smbil tu saya usap belakang dia


Dn sekrang,
My daughter klu saya letak kt dada sure ttidur, pdahal saya cme nk sedawakan dia je huhu. Eh tp sy tgk, klu tdr mniarap, dia sgt nyenyak, bising mcmne pn dia steady tidur. Klu bia tlentang, bunyi kentut pn tkejut hahahah


Ok.
Lg 2 mgu nk msuk kje.
Bwa ank boleh x ea,
Hahahah


Lady faizal,
Fatinfashiekin

DEK KERANA ANAK 😅

setahun 2 biji tv anak rosakkan, baru nak tarik nafas lega sebab tv mmg da ada, so next plan untuk sofa leather idaman. . TETAPI, baru sebul...