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Saturday, April 2, 2016

SUAMI









antara menu untuk suami masa cuti pantang ni,
suami kata "gemuklaaa saya macamniiiii haih,
appepun, ni baru lah hantaran 15K"
hahahha 



seronok juga jadi housewive bila dah ada anak ni,
masa terluang tgk anak,
kalau krja smua sendiri, so bila kat rumah x kerja,
skecil benda pun bgantung harap pd suami.
tlupa tgk kelendar,
hanya tgk kalendar bila awal bulan dan ajak hubby shopping2,


hubby pula selalu serba salah tgk saya mmeruk kat rumah,
kalau before this 12tghmlm bru balik,
since saya ada kt rumah ni,
pukul 9mlm da balik rumah,
even dah ada anak, still mengamalkn lepak2,





malam2 lepak chaqcorner


suami ada juga kata "nk jd surirumah boleh,
tp kne jd usahawan kerepek, saya supply bahan,
awak mohon pd wanita umno bntuan alatan,
bab marketing seterusnya jgn rsau, tok ketua kabel dia kuat"


saya :
TAK MOOOOOOOOOOO
TAK MOOOOOOOOO
TAK MO
HAHAHHA



bab masakan diatas,nnti saya share resepi ye,
iols idok ler pandai masak bebeno,tk caya tny mama saya,
tapi disebabkan nak yg tbaik buat suami,
even tak tahu punnnn bsmangat nk bljar,
siapa tk sayang suami kn ?


yes, saya mmg sangat sayangkan suami saya,
entah. jnis saya klu sayang someone mmg sy appreciate hbis2
dn xkn ada org lain blh bt mcm saya buat.


yes, saya takut kehilangan my hubs,
so skg dia milik saya,
saya bt sebaik mungkin spya tk sesal


ok nk share link instgram seorg pmpn ni,
kahwin bulan 5,
tapi bulan 11 hubs dia meninggal,
sedih. menangis2 saya baca kerinduan dia pd suami,
dia ada share, masa hayat suami dia,
dia cukup marah kalau dia tgh tidur suami dia peluk/sentuh
dia dengan tangan yang sejuk,
sekarang, suami dia dh tk ada dn dia nk tgn sejuk tu semula.


instagram : nabilhussaiin

perempuannya sangat cantik,

suami nya kacak,
 mereka kaya,
sangat kaya.
dan sekarang bagi isterinya,
semua dah tak ada mkna,
dia cuma nk jumpa suaminya lagi disyurga nnti






 

nabilhussaiin I hate those mornings where I wake up and I have forgotten everything, I can feel his scent in our room so I move my hand over to his pillow and call out to him & then it hits me and my whole world breaks again and I just pray to Allah that each and everyday in his new home is ok for him. I miss looking over and seeing him sleeping peacefully, I miss seeing him wake up and tell me that he loves me take me into his arms and chill, discuss our day, laugh, share the best moments our intimate moments. The day he left was no different he sat up in our bed, we talked he told me he was going to have a good day, try eat healthy little did we know Allah was about to remove his body from my life, little did I know that would be my last conversation with him, my last cuddle. I mean does anyone ever think of that when there having a conversation with someone and there about to leave, do you ever think that this may be my last conversation I may never see this person again? I think it all the time I never forget to give my family a cuddle and tell them that I love them because I'm just so scared of leaving them without them knowing how I feel and Allah removing them from my life or me from theirs




 nabilhussaiin The realist, My realist. Nobody got me like he got me nobody wants for me what he wants for me and nobody can love me the way he loved me. I have a million questions that go through my head daily and then again like every other day I surrender to what Allah has willed for me. So much was said between us but I still have so much to say so I go see him and talk to him and I feel great offloading but I don't get a response. I miss our conversations, your calls, your messages. I miss how at the end of the day you would talk to me about everything and ask me for advice. I miss our closeness, It's so funny how people tell me stories about you & them and I'm like yeah I know that & there like Nabil told you 🙄 Of Course Lol Everything he thought everything he was told I knew and vice versa, miss the way that no matter what was going on no matter how good or bad a day we would have we always had each other one powerful hug from Nabil and it all seemed fine. I have so many people around me but iv never felt more alone in my life, I have so many people to talk to but it's never the same as talking to Nabil. He truly listened he truly felt my words, he brought peace into my life no one can ever make me feel that way again because no one can be him. Sometimes I can only reminisce about him to a certain degree because no one knew the Nabil I knew no one felt that connection that him and I Had except Nabil and I guess that's a painful blessing. A cut so deep yet so sweet? Your smile was the light of my eyes, your words soothed my heart every time, your voice was music to my ears. I can't let go my soul is connected to his a little part of me dies everyday, his memories so precious to me yet so tormenting? There's no easy way out for me I have to live through this pain to gain the pleasure of being with you again. My sweet angel



kesimpulannya,
see, saya tgk kawan2 saya kehilangan suami mereka mengejut,
so jom sayang suami masing2,
jgn bila tk ada kita sesal.


ok, jp lg suami nk balik ni,
bye ;)


aha, klu rasa nk marah suami,
buka insta si nabilhussaaiin tu,
serius tsedar






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