MELTING

infront of me !

haish. falling in love *,melting ;p

even selalu argue,

tapi tak pernah muak nak ajak dia bergaduh.

rasa nak demam kalau tk bergaduh dengan dia. 

*melting again ! ;p

with love,

FatinFashiekin

LOVE THEM

this is my hero !!!

kuat menangis tetapi suka melawan,

once he said dia nak. dia akn tetap nak.

sometimes saya suka mengusik,

when he crying, i will crying too (konon2),

then saya suka rampas something dari dia.

balik dari kerja, saya akan kata

"ayang, kakak nak dukung blh ?"

then dia kata,..

"lari~"

(-_-")

kalau keluar ke supermarket dn saya pimpin tgn dia ke

or kami keluar lh b2. org akn kate my lil boy ni. anak saye (-_-)

ye. hakikat. hehe

but i dun care pun lah

ala, mama saya pun muda lagi okeh.

bila keluar dgn mama, org kata kami ni adik beradik,

dengan abah pula sometimes org kata wife *melampau lettew. aha

Dear mom & dad,

I know I always make you Mad,

I want this I want that

that makes you feel not good 

coz you always want to give me everything

but Then you dont want to spoil me

however…you give what i want anyway

as for that THANK YOU

I promise to make you proud one day

Ilove you

can you wait for that day..

the day that will make you proud of your daughter:)

with love,

Fatin Fashiekin

I'VE LEARNED

finally, i've learned :

1. if u nk smthng, u work for it sendiri.
2. if you are strong enough to achieve it by your own, go on. ( its better)
3. jgn ambik hak orang lain. even u rase you deserve it.
4. xcpt give up. Life is all about 'fighting'.
5. share with others ur happiness ble u da capai ape you nk.
6. jgn berlagak. what goes around comes around.
7. Jgn wish somthng if you lngsg xberusaha to achieve it.
8. Thankful+Grateful with what You have.

with love,

Fatin Fashiekin

IN MY MIND & IF HE KNOWS

What's the last thing you said?
- yesh! bos cuti!  hahaha~

Something you'll be doing tomorrow?
- shopping.. maybe ?

Where is your cell phone?
-next to me.

Can you whistle?
-nope.

Are you currently wanting any piercings/tattoos?
-piercings perhaps?

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-Him. He informed me he's going back from working.. carefully sayang! :)))

When is your last laugh very hard?
-Last night!!!

Next vacation you're going on?
-someone take me to Terengganu please!!! ;)))

What did you dream about last night?
-hahah! nonsense!

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
-ALWAYS. haihh.. sorry peeps.. i wont answer your call if i dont even know you. :))))

Do you know anyone who's married?
-lotsa!

Do you think they will last forever?
-of course lah! i will always pray for them! :)))

Whats your favorite numbers/date?
- 26/10. ;))))

what is the last food you eat? where? and with who?
-blackpapper chicken chop wif kak aida

Where are you at 9pm last night?
-phew.. working.. work? gossiping? hahaha~

Are you jealous of anyone?
-hahah.Never!

Who did you last share a bed with?
-my lil sibling !

Do you like coffee?
-i would say yes.

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret...
-phew.. no idea.. never been in this kind of situation yet.. but i believe.. sesal kemudian tiada gune...think before you talk.. before you act.. what goes around comes around.. :)))

What’s on your mind right now?
-nantuk!!!!!!!!!!

Guys..When You Are In Love with Her.

• Actually talk to her.
• Share secrets with her.
• Give her your jacket.

Are you remembering this?

• Hold her.
• Laugh with her
• Invite her somewhere.
• Hangout with her and your friends
  together.KEEP READING
• Smile with her.
• Take pictures with her.
• Pull her onto your lap.
• When she says she loves you more,
  deny it. Fight back.Tell her You love her even more.
• When her friends say i love her more
  than you, deny it. fight back and hug
  her tight so she can't get to her
  friends. it makes her feel loved.
  
  Are you thinking of someone?

• Always say I love you
  whenever you see her.
• Tell her she's beautiful.
• Tell her the way you feel about
  her.
  One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.

• Open doors for her, walk her to her
  car- it makes her feel protected, plus
  it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
• Tell her she's your everything -
  only if you mean it.
• If it seems like there is something
  wrong, ask her- if she denies something
  being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT
  TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just be with her.
• Make her feel loved.
  WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
  AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

• don't lie to HER.*
• DON'T cheat on her.*
• take her ANYWHERE she wants
• txt messege or call her in the
  morning and tell her have a good day at
  work {or school}, and how much you
  MISS her.
• be there for her when ever she needs
  you, & even when she doesn't need you,
  just be there so she'll know that she
  can ALWAYS count on you.*
  ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
  BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

• Hold her close when she's cold
• When you are ALONE hold her close
• Dont EVER tell her to leave even
  jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes
  upset, comfort her.
  
  REME MBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
  WITH HER NEXT

• When people DISS her, stand up for
  her.*
• Look deep into her EYES and tell
  her
  you love her.*
• When walking next to each other grab
  her HAND.*
  
  MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

• Call or text her at night to wish
  her SWEET DREAMS*
• COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
  away her tears.*
• Take her for LONG walks at night.

ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.*

with love,

FatinFashiekin

SEMUA KERJA SAMA SAHAJA

Dalam hidup mesti ada keinginan dan ketidakpuasan kan ?

kita sentiasa nak melebihi apa yang kita ada sekarang

Dulu masa kecil-kecil bila cikgu tanya 

"setiap seorang, beritahu, apa cita-cita kamu" 

dan bermula dari meja hadapan sampai lah penghujung,

 masing-masing memberitahu cita-cita mereka, 

ada yang nak menjadi doktor, polis, jururawat,cikgu dn lain-lain .

Kalau saya ? Cita-cita dulu nak mjadi seorang pensyarah@cikgu, haha.

mungkin atas kelebihan saya yg banyk bcakap dn kuat mbebel 

mbuatkann saya bersemangat dan berkobar-kobar 

utk mjadi salah seorg tnaga pengajar

Ok lah kan ? 

Kak ani lagi pelik, dia kata nak kerja kilang, ;P

Maybe kak ani seronok tgk gi kerja ada org ambil (van kilang), 

balik kerja pn diambil lagi (van kilang), lepastu dekat dengan rumah. Hahha. 

Eh logik juga lah cita-cita kalau difokuskan hanya mahukan sistematik. 

pergi kerja, blik kerja dan tidur.  

pekerjaan kt kilang pn lebih kpd pgeluarn (tenaga) dn tk perlu bfikir.

Kalau macam kk alai lagi hebat ! Kak alai pnh bcerita kpd kami, 

dia nak jadi pramugari !! Oh my god.. 

X kusangka begitu tinggi cita-cita bos ku. Hehe. 

(Dalam kple duk tbayg kak alai bt cara2 safety dlm flight) heheh.

Tapi, apapun, bersyukurlah dengan kerja yg skg. Kan ? 

Bila umur meningkat ni, dah ada ramai kawan-kawan 

dari pelbagai sektor pekerjaan, 

baru lah dapat memahami, sebenarnya, besar mana pun cita-cita kita 

even andai tercapai,  dugaan tetap mengiringi kalian. 

Tak semestinya anda doctr thebat, engineer thebat,

 so anda tak da masalah hidup.

dugaan tetap ade :)

Ramai orang beranggapan menjadi org kaya menjamin kebahagiaan, 

hah, pi tanya orang kaya, bahagia kah mereka ??

Tapi itu lah kehidupan kan ?

Kalau dulu masuk bank je, tgk pgawai-pgawai bank, 

sure kpla duk pk "bestnye kerja, hari-hari pegang duit" 

TAPI hakikat pkerjaan mreka lg ssh, short RM1 pn perlu dicari, 

sometimes sampi 10mlam still blm balik dan tak dikira overtime ok.

selalu kita tgk bank akan tutup pada hari sabtu&ahad kan ?

WRONG. semakin besar pangkat semakin leceh,

kalau deposit machine meragam, pgawai yg kena cek. dan ada rekod,

prestasi kerja turut dinilai dari situ.

anda mampu ??

Then org kata, hah kerja polis pn senang, bukan selalu ada rompakkan. 

Mmg lah tak selalu ada rompakan. 

Tapi cube tgk tepi-tepi jalan, roadblock jam 3 pagi semua tu, 

sapa pya kerja ? Polis ?

 Jgn suka hati memaki polis dan kata roadblk myusahkan.

 Ingt polis tu seng hati ? seronok bdiri tepi jalan mhadap kerete u all ?

Polis tu yg ada, ada drh tgi, belum yg ada gaut atau sakit sendi, bdiri bjam jam. 

kesian mereka tau.. Org lain dgn family tp mereka, btugas. Thu ?

anda mampu ??

Org kata, jadi cikgu syok, apa lah sangat mengajar then slu dpat cuti, 

ok, kalau u all ada adik, try pi ajar mereka dan bt exam sdn bhd. 

Hah tgk lah tahap ksabaran mdidik anda. Tu bru ajr adik tau. 

Bygkn klu mgjr 6 kelas skligus. Then peratusan jtuh. 

Mhadap guru bsr dan cikgu yg kena tau.

anda mampu ??

Org kata lagi, kerja relax tp masyuk, photographer, 

ambil gmbr setgah hari, paling kurg, 1k boleh dapat. 

Ok. Cakap mmg seng, bt tgk, saya sdri tgk

 tutorial edit gmbr saya da giveup okeh. 

1 gmbr mahu2 sebulan tau. Dan saya solute pd photog yg mampu trime byk job.

dan siap awal. anda mampu ??

Ok. Conth terakhir kerja seangkatan dengan saya 

pembantu farmasi@nurse@pharmacist@doctr. 

Kami memberi ubat dan melayani pesakit. Nampak mudah kan ? 

Custmer datg, cek sana sini, bagi ubt ? Kan ?.. 

Jangan dipandang yg indah wahai adinda kekanda sekalian. 

Kalau dpt cstmer yg ok, Allhamdulillh, tapi kbyakkn pesakit ni suka psiko kita,

 datg2 "kak, ubat iwan 1, ala rumah dia belakang masjid" 

atau "ubat yg bini saya selalu ambil" atau "ubat warne merah 3 papan" 

haaa, then bila kita kata "yg mana ea ?" Kat situ juga kena maki tau

 "bini aku slu dtg pn kau x knl!" Yg ada marah-marah ubat tak mujarab lah, 

dah beli mahal-mahal nak pulangkan, nak saman myaman pun ade tau. Aneh aneh.

hah ni belum masuk kes kalau pesakit mgadu yg u all

ni garang lah, tak hormat pesakit lah.

anda mampu ??

so kesimpulan ? Setiap kehidupan ada dugaan nya 

walau apa pun pgkat anda,  yg penting, konsistent, 

kalau gaji u all 10k tapi hutang u all 9900k pn x guna ye darling sekalian,

 pada yg baru bkerja masuk gov tu, 

toksah lah bt2 loan kalau tk perlu, dan tk mmpu ye, 

nnti sdri makan pasir,

Hargai apa yg u all ada, sediakan diri dari sekarang 

utk mjamin kesenangan dimasa hdapan :)

*Walaupun gambar diatas senget. 

tapi saya rasa diri saya sangat macho ;p

with love,

FatinFashiekin

CURRENTYLY NOW

Current Moods : Happy. Bahagia. Takut. Kenyang. Excited.

Current Song : Ketika Cinta Bertasbih - Melly Goeslaw feat Amee

will update more later friends.
thanks for reading.
mwa! mwa!
Takecare EveryOne!

With love,

FatinFashiekin

KISAH HIDUP DAN LAGU

setiap orang mesti ade favourite song. kan ?

tak kira lah apa genre music sekalipun

then setiap orang yang suka pada sesuatu lagu tu,

sure mempunyai persamaan dengan lagu yg disukai tu.

contoh :

masa u all tgh bahagia dengn pasangn u all,

sure lagu BERDUA BERSATU-FOURTEEN menjadi pilihan kan ?

konon apa jua menimpa u all sanggup tempuh,

then kalau putus cinta pula,

lagu ALYAH-KISAH HATI, confirm menangis kalau dengar,

tapi walau sakit hati macammana pun,

u all tetap nak dengar berulang kali,

yelah nak terjemahkn dengan perkataan dan luahan

maybe tak siapa yang faham

tapi bila dengar lagu yg kait mengait dengan jalan hidup u all,

tu dah cukup kan ?

betul tak ? kan ?

so harini saya nak share mengenai lagu yang berkaitan

dengan diri saya dalam hidup dan perhubungan :)

maybe entry ni akan berunsur jiwang ye wahai darling sekalian,

suatu ketika dahulu,

tak lah lama sangat, waktu mula2 incik jantung hati mengurat saya,

actually saya REJECT. yela, takkn tiba2 nak terima kan ?

saya suka berkawan TAPI untuk serius dengn someone,

saya akan fikirkan banyak aspek,

apa baik dan apa buruk.

yela, umur makin meningkat, so takde masa nak couple then clash

thaty sometimes klu tgk org yg playboy or playgirl

saya rasa pelik. tak penat ke putus cinte ?

so sebelum accept couple firsly saya REJECT dia,

saya kata kami cuma blh bersahabat,

then masa tu lagu SIXTH SENSE-MENYESAL mcm mengejek saya :

"menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu

dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan diriku

terrlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu

kerna hanya dirimu sanggup cinta penawar peritku"

masa dengar lagu ni, termenung panjang okeh.

Mula-mula, Saya duga dia pelbagai, nk tgk dia ikhlas atau tidak,

and then, dia lulus, saya terima 

saya kenal kan dia pada my parents tau.

dan Allhamdulillah, untill now,

dia pn dah jadi sebahagian dari family :)

tengah bahagia-bahagia

dugaan, ex dia pula dok meroyan. kata dah berubah,

minta ampun maaf nak kembali pada incik jantung hati,

time ni mmg saya rasa sungguh berjauh hati

then dia menggunakan kelemahan incik jantung hati,

siap kata nak bunuh diri lah, 

dengan incik jantung hati dia bkn men merayu

dengan saya ? faham-faham lah kan,

tapi saya REDHA saya anggap ni petunjuk dari Allah

samaada baik atau buruk. saya terima.

masa ni, lagu YUNA-CINTA SEMPURNA

betul-betul menyentap jiwa,

"aku masnusia lemah, selalu terjatuh,

BERBEZA AKU DARIMU, KAU BERDIRI TEGUH

aku SERBA TIADA.. aku KEKURANGAN

dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan

sempurnanya sifatmu. tulusnya hatimu. jujurnya niatmu.

tingginya kesabaranmu.

LEPASKANLAH DIRIKU

kerna aku tak mmpu utk mena dariminanggung

sebuah cinta sempurna darimu

bukan aku tak pernah mengerti dirimu

kusanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku

hilangkan rasa itu, akhirkan semua

dan bila kau sedar

aku hilang dari kewujudan"

tapi tu lah, ada jodoh tak kemana,

kami bersama sampai sekarang,

bila pk balik rasa lawak, CINTA SEMPURNA konon kan ?

dulu mula bercinta, bukan main....

sekarang ? hmm perangai sebenar masing-masing keluar aih.

tapi actually sebenar-benar lagu kami adalah

THANKS GOD I FOUND YOU-MARIAH CAREY

sekarang kalau dalam kereta,

switch MP3 then saya buka lagu ni sure dia mati kan,

saya hidupkan dia matikan.

dia kata lagu mengantuk. haha.

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you.


I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you (I'm thanking you)
I was lost lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you.


See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way


Thank God I found you
I was lost lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you



Thank God I found you
I'm lost lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you 

secara kesimpulan :

Favourite love song : Thanks God i found you-Mariah Carey

Favourite life song : InsyaAllah-Maher Zain

try lah buka, lagu Maher Zain-InsyaAllah bagi saya,

bagi saya semangat dont give up ! sebab Allah kan ada :)

lagu Mariah carey-Thanks God i found u,

pun mengenai rasa kesyukuran, if u all buka lagu tu,

liriknya mengenai betapa dia berterima kasih sebb di hadirkan

lelaki yang menyempurnakan dia,

dalam erti kata lain, 

Hikmah dari kelukaan rupanya nak dihadiahkan

seorang insan yang lebih menyanyangi :)

ok. semua ni just apa yg saya rasakan menarik,

thats all. sekadar penceritaan dan luahan.

with love,

FatinFashiekin