I wish and I hope :
MY HUSBAND HAS MADE ME LAUGH,
WIPED MY TEARS, HUGGED ME TIGHT,
SAVED MY LIFE, WATCHED ME SUCCEED,
SEEN ME FAIL, CHEERED ME ON,
KEPT ME GOING STRONG,
PUT UP WITH MY MOOD SWINGS,
HAS SAID EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT
WHEN THINGS GET TOUGH,
KEEPS ME SANE. MY HUSBAND IS A PROMISE FROM ALLAH
THAT I’LL HAVE A FRIEND FOREVER.
(Insya-Allah. in the future.)
NOBODY KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES
I’VE FAKED A SMILE,
HOW MANY TIMES I’VE CRIED,
HOW MANY TIMES I’VE BEEN HURT.
NOBODY KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES
I’VE HAD TO HOLD BACK MY TEARS,
HOW MANY TIMES I’VE BEEN LET DOWN,
HOW MANY TIMES I’VE BEEN WALKED OUT ON.
NOBODY KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES
I’VE FELT LIKE FALLING APART
BUT I KEEP IT TOGETHER FOR THOSE AROUND ME,
HOW MANY TIMES I’VE BEEN KICKED WHEN I WAS DOWN,
HOW MANY TIMES I SCREAM.
NOBODY KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES I’VE FORGOTTEN
HOW IT FEELS TO BE HAPPY,
OR HOW LONG I’VE BEEN WAITING
FOR THINGS TO GET BETTER.
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHO KNOWS
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
HOW I PRETEND I FEEL AND HOW I TRULY FEEL.
I CAN NOT BE PERFECT,
THAT’S IMPOSSIBLE.
I CAN TRY TO BE THE BEST I AM CAPABLE OF
AND HOPE THAT’S ENOUGH.
ALLAH KNOWS MY INTENTIONS,
HE KNOWS WHAT’S IN MY HEART,
HE WILL JUDGE ME IN THE END.
"KADANG-KADANG,
LEBIH BAIK MEMBIARKAN KESEDIHAN BERTANDANG,
ANDAI ITU YANG DAPAT
‘MEMBAWA’ PULANG HATI KITA PADANYA…
DARIPADA,
KEGEMBIRAAN YANG ‘MELARIKAN’
KITA JAUH DARINYA.
MUNGKIN KESEDIHAN ITULAH YANG MENJADI ‘MAGNET’
YANG MENDEKATKAN KITA PADA ALLAH..
DAN MUNGKIN KESEDIHAN ITULAH
YANG MENJADI ‘PARUT’ YANG MENGINGATKAN BAHAWA
ALLAH SENTIASA ADA,
SAAT KITA SUSAH DAN SENANG."
"THE INTELLIGENT PERSON’S TONGUE IS BEHIND HIS HEART:
WHEN HE WANTS TO SPEAK, HE FIRST THINKS.
IF [HIS WORDS] WILL BE IN HIS FAVOUR,
HE SAYS THEM, AND IF THEY WILL BE AGAINST HIM,
HE DOES NOT SPEAK.
AND THE IGNORANT PERSON’S HEART IS
BEHIND HIS TONGUE:
WHEN HE MERELY THINKS OF SAYING SOMETHING,
HE SAYS IT, WHETHER IT IS FOR OR AGAINST HIM."
—- Al-Hasan Al-Basri
EVERYONE HAS A SECRET THEY HAVEN’T SHARED.
EVERYONE HAS A PAST NO ONE’S HEARD ABOUT.
EVERYONE HAS TALENTS THAT PEOPLE DON’T NOTICE.
EVERYONE HAS WEAKNESSES HIDDEN INSIDE.
EVERYONE HAS A STORY LEFT UNTOLD,
SO NEVER START JUDGING SOMEONE
THINKING YOU KNOW THEM BACK TO FRONT.
BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS, YOU PROBABLY DON’T.
BILA TUBUHMU LESU DAN HILANG SEMANGAT,
ALLAH TAHU BETAPA KAMU TELAH MENCUBA SEDAYA UPAYA..
BILA TANGISANMU BERPANJANGAN
DAN HATIMU KEDUKAAN,
ALLAH TELAH MENGIRA SETIAP TITIS AIR MATAMU..
BILA DIRIMU TELAH TERLANJUR MELAKUKAN DOSA,
ALLAH SENTIASA MENUNGGU TAUBATMU..
BILA KAU TELAH MENCUBA SEGALANYA
TETAPI MASIH TAK BERHASIL,
ALLAH MENGUMPULKAN SEGALANYA
UNTUK SATU SAAT YANG TAK TERDUGA..
BILA HATIMU TELAH MENGECAPI KEMANISAN IMAN, ALLAH TELAH BERADA HAMPIR PADAMU UNTUK KURNIAKAN KEJAYAAN HAKIKI..
HIDUP INI INDAH JIKA BERSAMA ALLAH..
BERSYUKUR PADA
ORANG YANG MENYAKITIMU
KERANA DIALAH ORANG YANG MENABAHKANMU..
BERSYUKUR PADA
ORANG YANG TAK ENDAHKAN KAMU
KERANA DIALAH YANG MEMUPUK KAMU BERDIKARI..
BERSYUKUR PADA
ORANG YANG MENJATUHKAN KAMU
KERANA DIALAH YANG MEMPERHEBATKAN ABILITI KAMU ..
BERSYUKUR PADA
ORANG YANG MENYEKSA KAMU
KERANA DIALAH YANG MENGUJI KASABARAN KAMU ..
BERSYUKUR DENGAN
SEGALA UJIAN DARINYA,
KERANA SEMUANYA MENINGKATKAN IMAN KAMU..
*tak dapat terima kenyataan harini still wednesday,
ohhhhhh~ still wednesday ???*
with love,
FatinFashiekin